As we slowly creep into colder weather and shorter days, my heart starts to flutter at the anticipation of the holidays. If you’re anything like me, you have incredible intentions to wrap the holidays with stress-free, feminine, generous love, but when you’re actually “in it” you feel just the opposite. It’s sad that the most […]
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It’s been such a joy to welcome so many of you to the Moon Lodge at Hawthorn Farm this fall and to have hundreds join us through Livestream! Our Full Moon Circle in September and our Night of the Ancestors at Halloween were both so magical.
Given that the Full Moons in November and December happen right on top of Thanksgiving and Christmas, instead of hosting a Full Moon Circle in December, we’ll be gathering under the Dark Moon on Thursday, December 6th, at 7:30 PM.
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The leaves are hanging on by a thread here in Massachusetts, and I can tell that all of a sudden, the autumn will collapse into winter and we will plunge into the season of rest.
Recently I’ve been feeling this internal conflict of wanting to do more, produce more, and keep it all together, when another part of me just wants to throw my hands up in the air and say “F*&K IT!” I used to judge this “f*%k it” part of me, thinking I was lazy or bad at follow-through, weak or not as organized. But I now know that this desire to shed, to let things die, is part of the creation cycle.
The trees in autumn need to shed their leaves in order to provide nutrients to their root systems, save some energy for the winter, and have space to sprout new life.
When one flower dies, it produces thousands of little seeds that are spread by the wind and animals to create many new flowers in the spring.
Dying is necessary for new life. And if you live in the Northern Hemisphere, I am guessing on some level you are being asked to let something in your life die.
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I’m guessing you’re a lot like me and are a super high-functioning woman. You’re probably the type of person who can get a home-cooked meal to a friend whose life is falling apart, can put in a full day’s worth of work, pack your kids’ lunches, run an errand for your charity, and make sure the house is clean.
Plus you have huge dreams. Dreams of creating a beautiful life, dreams of making a lot of money, dreams of having a great relationship… the list goes on and on.
On the outside, you look like you’re killing it, but on the inside, you’re bone tired, overwhelmed, strung out, and you just don’t know how to stop. You can’t see a way out of the FULLNESS.
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This might trigger you. But since I’m more dedicated to my truth than your comfort, I’m going for it.
When I lived by the belief that “nothing was more important than my kids,” I really struggled. Leaving them every morning to take my laptop to a cafe to hustle from 9-5 sent me into a spiral of guilt.
I’m such a terrible mother. They really need me at home. They are going to feel so abandoned. Are they going to go through life feeling unsafe?
Then I’d spend my days doing all of the things a “good business woman” should do. So much adrenaline, anxiety, and pressure pumped through my veins as I designed Facebook ad campaigns and marketing funnels that followed all the rules.
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So you can stop living by the lies and create your most wild, authentic, magical life.
